Dissatisfaction

dis-sat-is-fac-tion  

/disˌsatisˈfakSHən/

Noun
Lack of satisfaction

Sounds pathetic ? I'll show you how pathetic I am.

When people make promises they don't keep it.

I thought of believing it even I know they'll never make it. 

Macam taie la ba juga kan. Sudah janji itu ini, itu ini last-last lain yang kena buat. Siapa kan nda sakit hati. Agak-agak la. 

It happened like thousand times already and still counting. I give chances to people, but it was always me, the one to be blamed and it was always me, the one who hurt by their actions..

Kalau tau tidak dapat buat jangan la cakap. Jangan pasang janji. Jangan bagi urang harapan. Jangan kasi main-main perasaan urang.

Words mean nothing to me without actions as ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS.

Don't make promises that you can't keep. Don't say things that you don't really mean and Don't toy with other people's feeling because IT IS NOT FAIR !

ps/ So now you know how pitiful I am.